Not Enough

I am lying in bed again tonight not sleeping.  I am awake because I can feel my heart literally aching. My husband is asleep next to me and I just begin to cry. 

Here is what I am feeling:

Pain.
Insufficient.
Exhaustion.
Failure.
Love.
Lost.
Insecure.
Doubt.

Since I have starting blogging....I sleep less.


I am not sure if I am not enough for everyone else or if I am just not enough for myself.